it so not easy
I remember everything we had done.
Do you still remember how we met each other,
Do you still remember over first time talking to each other?
Or the first msg we send,
the first date we had?
but thing dun always have the bright side.
Do you still remember the first quarrel we had?
and i swear that is the first tears for you.
& because i cherish you so much.
i gave up my ego and apologise.
We are friends again.
Again things are not getting better.
We started to sarcasms.
not aware then that those words hurt so much. (to me)
& now, we are not as close as before.
I miss how we used to message each other as if there were no tomorrow.
I miss the first time you ask me if im okay.
I miss those caaring words from you.
I still remember how you used to care for me.
I still remember how hard you tried to cheer me up when im upset.
I still remember you telling me your first joke.
I still remember when we both have crush on each other.
This is how much I cherish that love.
I miss the old you.
Why must you enter my life at first.
& now im leaving you plus hurting myself.
I miss those time we had ):
Do you still remember how we met each other,
Do you still remember over first time talking to each other?
Or the first msg we send,
the first date we had?
but thing dun always have the bright side.
Do you still remember the first quarrel we had?
and i swear that is the first tears for you.
& because i cherish you so much.
i gave up my ego and apologise.
We are friends again.
Again things are not getting better.
We started to sarcasms.
not aware then that those words hurt so much. (to me)
& now, we are not as close as before.
I miss how we used to message each other as if there were no tomorrow.
I miss the first time you ask me if im okay.
I miss those caaring words from you.
I still remember how you used to care for me.
I still remember how hard you tried to cheer me up when im upset.
I still remember you telling me your first joke.
I still remember when we both have crush on each other.
This is how much I cherish that love.
I miss the old you.
Why must you enter my life at first.
& now im leaving you plus hurting myself.
I miss those time we had ):
im deeply in love with you :]
bee ar bee ar bee ar bee :]
babylove have been repeating and repeating those words again and again.
but i love it :]
it.....
I'm not going to wait, I'm not going to care. if u would come out or not. i just know that, u will forever and ever be in my heart. my best and only brother. then only, only one. and no one will let me forget you. i will keep u in my heart. i dun care if u will or somehow come and look for me again. just have fun and be nice when u come back. I'm telling you, i, Lynn Amanda chong doesn't need u anymore. i dun need you to be by my side anymore. i can be better w/o you. much better then ever. i have, what you cant give. Lynn wont need you by my side to be better, Lynn dun need to worry anymore. Lynn doesn't care anymore, you are just died. died like how he is to me. i dun need you to protect me anymore. i will be fine w/o you, it hurts. but i have to let go, thanks for the past, the past you gave me. the love, the jokes, the care, everything. you will never be someone important, never, so please dun come back and look for me! I FUCKING DUN NEED YOU ANYMORE!
okay, fuck i lost my E63 =(
woke up at 0515, wash up and went down to meet Dickson Lim & BabyLaoGong♥
waited for baby from 1800 to 1820 then he came^^
but we waited for DICKY LIM for one hour and he didn't turn up or even call us.
PANG SEI!?!!?!
ha ha, babyLaoGong♥ send me to school.
sat down, message babyLaoGong♥.
slacked around in school, asked for sweet and did class tee stuff.
H3: did class tee stuff, had lots of fun bah?
EL: was listening to teacher talking.
Math: Mdm Rekha was cool can. She let me sit beside meimei, & i wrote love letter for Mdm Rekha:D
MT: was doing class tee.
Makan Time: ate with the same people, chitchatted.
Science: teacher was chasing me back to my sit. hey I'm a good girl Kay. i got listen de.
CPA: i slept for the whole two period.
after school went to YOGS, played Badminton followed by Table Tennis andandand pool:D
for once i played it without making much mistake.
babyLaoGong♥ came to fetch me, cabbed home.
after we left the cab, i suddenly found out that my fone was lost.
baby maded fone calls and stuff.
but end up still didnt get the phone back D:
anyway, thanks dear. for helping me to find it back.
we will get a new couple fone Kay.
luv luv, he went home at 2045.
my officer came and told me that i will be discharging soon.
cool daoo, for once.
I'm going to bed soon, my eyes hurts. and I'm tired..
night night, i love BabyLaoGong!♥
Sometimes it hurts.
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BabyLaoGong called this morning @ 0900 :D
meet babyLaoGong, 0930 @ blk414.
went 500+ to makan, ate chicken rice
baby helped me to do class tee, thanks dear :D
send him to Sembawang MRT, bought drinks then went home.
stayed @ home till 1400+ then daddy bought me to see the doctor.
& doctor say tht, lynn is not allow to drink cool drinks.
must use pump when i cant take it D:
Went back home, rest & watched teevee.
ate my dinner and now im waiting for baby's msg :D
How long must MCYS take to let Pastor Andrew go back?
How long must MCYS take to Discharge me?
How long must MCYS understand tht, is not everything they say & we must follow.
How long must Parents take to understand what I want?
How long does Parents need to just sit down and talk to me?
I wonder...
last post before i go off.
brother, it going to be a year.
one year every since i talk to you face to face.
since i hug you, listen to your jokes.
telling you my stuff, you showing me new stuff.
telling me about your girlfriends.
telling me about your day, telling me about your dreams.
about every single thing, every thing you lyk or dun lyk it.
brother, it going to be a year.
for one whole year, i have been sleeping alone.
when nightmarh comes, im alone.
when parents quarrel and stuff.
korkor, i just simply miss you.
im fetching baby later :D
so im going to bath at 1700 and leaving house latest by 1730.
buhbuh. takecares.
last post before i go to bed :D
baby makes me feel downdowndown..
don't think he is feeling good, get some rest man.
it will cheer u up by little :D
today
woke up @ 0615, wash up and stuff.
walk down to sembawang mrt, waited for BabyLaoGong.
He came @ 0702.
hehe^^ waited for train.
reached woodlands, then bought cig.
walked to school.
kissed baby, he pei me to school gate then baby go school.
& i walked to hall :D
sat in the middle, told teacher no MC.
listen to teachers talking cock.
back to class, lesson:D
slept in class & stuff.
had lots of fun, ended school.
went to block, slack with AhPing, JieJie & Nuer.
Use JieJie's phone to message & call babyLaoGong:D
after tht went to smoke, they pei me to mrt.
waited for train, went back to sembawang.
home sweet home @ 1600.
miss called babyLaoGong, waited for him to come.
came, slack. smoke, watch teevee, computer & COOK!
haha^^
he went home @ 2000.
pei him down, home.
teevee, and stuff.
& NOW IM GOING TO LAHLAH LAND AND MEET BABYLAOGONG!
cheer up dear, u will still have me no matter what happen:D
ILOVEYOUTONS
Happy Birthday Jared.
yesterday.wanted to meet baby @ 0930 but didn't.
cause he toned the nite before.
haha, called then he say not meeting.
so went back to sleep till 1500plus.
called everyone, then went out to meet Tecno first.
cab down to woodlands to meet XinJie & meimei :D
meet them, went for lunch.
timezone, played pump.
played le then went to XinJie's gan jie house.
played with sugar.
then went down to buy hamster.
while walking to blk123
we smoked and stuff.
bought hamster, joked around.
sat down at coffee shop, eat dinner:D
walked down to ahboy's blk.
waited for him, then took lots of pictures.
for art.
hehe, meet ahboy. then bus back to causeway.
meet melody.
pei her go eat. and stuff.
home sweet home, called baby :D
chit chatted.
and slept at 12:D
today
nothing much..
woke up at 1+ watch teevee.
down to buy food...
ate, teevee and baby called just now.
he said ' iloveyou.' hehe. i was lyk eheheh. later meet at 7 kays :D
so tht means!
IM MEETING BABY LAOGONG @ 1845.
hehe.
will be posting again... :D
BabyLaoGong,
iloveyou, imissyou & ineedyou.
suddenly, i miss those time when we go walkwalk..
hehe, chill man.
will have more de rite:D
baby, i just simply love you soso much.. <3
KorKor,
the both of you much guaiguai kays.
dun fight le lah.
i wan to see the both of you soon.
korkor! i miss you :D
^^
yesterday
quarrel with mum.
she is fucking the chebye, she just never understand how i feel.
she never, think before she say anything.
forget it,
let her be. do anyth she wan. i dun care!
today:D
woke up @ 0730.
called baby, and done everyth.
meet baby @ sembawang mrt, 0800.
took train down to school.
chatted and so, enter class.
suddenly remember, need to buy stuff.
asked agnes to acc. me.
when down, back to class.
slackslack.
though Michelle wont be coming to school.
but She did!
and it @ 1100.
hais, used to it le lah.
went to eat with her and stuff.
back to class for chinese,
disiao teacher, disiao people.
haha, i have been doing tht for the past few days.
i guess classmates are used to it le lo.
during Math, Math teach didnt come.
was given homework & stuff.
school ended.
used xiaoM's phone to call baby,
he say he is coming down.
so pei xiaoM, jiejie & her boyf to smoke.
haha, smoke.
baby called. and say he reach le, so they pei me walk to 7-11.
meet baby, and the 5 of us walked to causeway.
xiaoM took cab home.
jiejie and her boyf went causeway.
while me and baby went to my house.
reach home, went to room.
took out my chinese and maths homework.
baby, help me in chinese.
while i do math.
haha. keai leh.
im a goodgirl okays,
will do homework de lo:D
baby went home at 2045.
i notice something. every time baby come to my house.
@ 1900 i will go watch teevee and he will do his own stuff.
until the time he going home.
haha. keai lo.
i just love it:D
LASTLY, LYNN IS SUPER HAPPY TODAY! THANKS BABY:D ILOVEYOU!
@ xiaoM's house.
first day of school!
Meet baby @ sembawang mrt, 7am.
took met to school, wanted to smoke.
but.... zippo bo gas. ._.
bobian so go to school lo.
baby send me to the gate, sayang and go of.
when to class, sat down @ the back.
&&& XiaoM came(: (but end up also kena send back home, due to her hair & stuff.)
makan with AhPing & co. (my phone kena by mdm Soh ._.)
back to class, rules and stuff.
ended school @ 1230.
used AhPing's phone to message baby.
went to causeway with Mehmeh, Ada, Ahping & muhmuh.
Koyi came.. slack and waited for others to come
then BenDan came, went to singtel & replace his card.
cause, his phone tio stolen.
XinJie came with WeiLiang & co. but went off after 2mins?
Louis came, pei BenDan wait for the card.
End up they wait till pekcek jiu go off le.
& he comes Amos. hahas.
lol ._. catching man.
Ahboy came too. slack for awhile then i ask them to pei me go MRT. (reach mrt, tap in then found out tht card bo money le. hais)
Then, AhBOy is nice. he pei me go wait for 962.
962 home, and baby is waiting for me le (but he fall asleep while waiting.)
Keai leh.
slack, smoke, ddr, everything.
Then baby went home @ 8.
pei baby to the road.
chiong home and wait for mama to call. hehe.
before tht called baby to chat, hang up.
and call baby again, chat till baby reach home.
watch teevee, baby called and asked to me to call again.
chatted with him til mama reach home.
hang up, ate KFC.
hehe^^
slept @ 11? i think.
today
meet baby @ 0645.. errr. i was late.
train to woodland, smoke and to school.
sat @ back, then to class.
H3 sucks alotalot.
English, Ms Renu was lyk want us to ask her question.
& i asked, cher can i go to the wash room. *with my fuck face*
hahas, next was math.
cher was nice lo, she say she will try to let lesson be fun.
hope so and we will see how. hahas
Chinese, Mr Fu?
hahas, disiao him for a short while.
and went to makan, back to class for Science.
Slept for the whole lesson, as for lesson suck.
he was toking all the way.
hahas, last was CPA.
with fuck face, draw the CPA book. hahas
end school. went to smoke with AhPing & XiaoM.
cab down to xiaoM's house with AhPing & koyi(:
now at xiaoM's house, going to causeway le.
then after that, going to meet baby.
hahas, im waiting for baby's msg(:
Im Missing baby lyk crazycrazy.
tontonton.
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when out @ 2am.
cab down to baby's house, slack.
walk to northpoint, cab to meet LaoPei!
LaoPei's house, slack. chatted.
when down to coffee shop with baby @ 6.
chitchatted with him about camps, & stupid stuff.
smoked. back up to dickson house.
computer, iphone & sleep.
from 0830 to 1500.
cab to Northpoint, Jap. FoodCourt for Lunch?
timezone, smoked, timezone & 859 home.
msged baby, online chat with baby.
&&&
TOMORROW HE IS SENDING ME TO SCHOOL<3
all over again.
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Thanks for the four & Half months.Thanks for forgiving me every single stupid thing, i did.
Thanks for giving me all the love you have in ur heart.
Thanks for caring every single thing.
& alotalot more.
Thanks for being the bet boyfriend!
But still,
i'm sorry for things i did.
let forget it man, and we will hold hands tgt.
walk tgt as long as time could take us(:
I Love You!
Heyy! this is what happen when u guys dun lyk to take group photos.
tmd, i sibei the best lo. copy, paste or even crop.
good rite. hahas, i wan group photo hor.
anw, thanks for being there when i needed.
thanks Clique 7+1, & i wan more Outings.
好Sister, good Friend, best playful twin, school mate.
see you in school alrite.
im happy to know tht u quitted ur job.
lets have fun in school(:
we may not be as close as before.
but still thanks for being there when i need someone to talk to.
and listening to my craps.
thanks.
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met baby at 1130,
slackslack.. but.. i saw my dad. luckly he never say anyth.
hahas, then meet laopei at 2+
then train down to woodland.
saw meimei & co.
saw james.
& Samuelson .
hahas. kaixin.
then when singtel, StarHub & M1.
to look for IPhone. ^^
962 home, msg baby(:
today
hmm, im a good girl today.
stayed at home for the whole day.
hehe, edit picture. post. then back to blogspot. hahas
waited for baby to msg me when he end work. hehe.
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